It Seems Like Everyone Around Me Is Moving Foward, And Im Taking Steps Back. I Don't Know What The Fuck Im Going To DO With Life. School Is Almost Over, And As Much As I Want It To Come, I Dont. Yeah, Im GOing To A University For Film And Shit, But, Truthfully, i Want To Go To An Art School. I Fell Ill Do Better And Be Happy. I Have Alot Of Shit On My Mind. Don't Really Think I Want To Do THis Music, Art, Phto...Whatever it is I Do.....Everything Ive Been Doing Is Not Going Right Nor Left, Its Just THere. Between These Sarah's And School, My Only Focus Is The Future. And That Lens Is A Blur. I Feel As if I'm Trapped In A Car, Driving. Not Driving Anywhere Really, Full Tank of Gas, Brand New Car Scent, But Going No Fucking Where. It's Not A Secret, I Have Eveyone That Brethes, Fuck The Government And Everything Else.....But For Once, I Feel As If I Need One Person. All My Niggas That I Used TO Skate With Are Now Not Really What I Grew Up With. Yeah, Shred The Gnar Here And There But, Now All Niggas Do Is Smoke. I Dont Smoke, So I Don't Know How It Feels To Drop $100 On Dro And Be Done Foe a Couple Days. Iv'e Been Kicking it With Myself Alot Lately, Ive Got over 30 Songs Done That i Don't Know What To Do With, Drawings And Custom Shoes And Other Art ive Done That I Really Want To Trash, All Because i Feel Lost. I Mean, Ive Always Been Like This, I Can Kick It With Myself Anyday...But....Fuck, My Company is As Lost As Me...if That Makes Any Sense. I Had Dreams Of Really Having A Fucking magazine Out, But, Thats Down The Drain, I had Samples But...I Really Don't Know if I Wanted To Go Threw With It, It takes Alot of hard Work With No Help From Anyone Still in High School. Fuck It, One Day. I Truthfully Miss This Dude, This Is The Tyler I Know, Not On Some Soft Homo Shit.
Imaginated By Tyler The Creator At 11:19 PM