21.4.10

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fucking awesome. broke as fuck, no job, barely going to school, need a haircut, new shoes, car fucking up. but hey, got a fucking concert this fucking friday where a bunch of fucking die hards will be there to recite my fucking verse and who would suck my dick for a hi five. fucking swag me out. got damn, im fucking depressed, i want to fucking just fucking kill myself. fuck. i personally thnk im going to die on friday. gonna be way to fucking hyper and trying to perform, my fucking asthma is going to flare up to the max, adrenaline pumping, then lungs are going to close more and more, im gonna try to take a puff of my inhaler, thinking its gonna work i keep performing, then BAM,. im on the floor. dead. fucking DEAD. truthfully, i dont if ill be happier that way. i mean, i wont, but, fuck it. if you want, you should come to the show. info is at oddfuture.com. fuck t im gonna rant some more. my bitch ass mom is bugging on me. she failled as a fucking parent. all my life she wanted me too be something that im not. she would prolly be suprised her son has made a name for himself among teenagers and fucking college students all around the nation, videos with over 30 thousand plays and a fucking album that has done really fucking well with no site or anyone big to tell people to cop. i dont want to sound like a bitch but, i was kinda hurt the other day. im on the fucking phone with her blabbing about college and shit, im just slowing pressing the keys oon the piano, she bluts out " o i see someone trying to play the piano", i replyed, i dont need to try i tought myself.....she claims i dont know how to play, im like, remember, i tought myself how to play because you wouldnt give me lessons when i asked for them.." you never asked for them".....come on dude, really? i begged for them but you put me in YMCA basketball instead, against my will"....you never asked me for tehm"....what are you talking about, 7th grade you bought me my keyboard for my birthday and i begged for them".....o, well too bad, you sound really bitter buddy"........damn, i mean it mite not seem like anything to yall but what the fuck, how do you not know that your fucking child can play a fucking instrument, like, thats fucked up to me. fuck it, i got a show and a bucnh of fucking kids who love me to cater too, out.

50 comments:

士松 said...

Great minds think alike...................................................

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噴泉的高度,不會超過它的源頭。一個人的事業也是如此,它的成就絕不會超過自己的信念。

佳蓉 said...

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Michelle said...

keep your head up
keep playing that piano and fuck anyone else who tells you otherwise

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marcos said...

i was there myself little bro. My mother wanted me to do other things other than music as well. Had to move out and go thru alot of bullshit and heartache to get to the level im at today. Im still not where i want to be. But im further along than i wouldve had i chose to stay around the negativity. Im assuming your young as hell still. Just do what you gotta to keep Mom off your back but continue to do moves for yourself too. Its your life...as long as you aint hurting yourself or others (subjective...cuz others can hate and be jealous and say your hurting them) trying to twist the truth. but your know what im saying!!!!

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Nigel said...

You're gonna be alright man. Just stay fucking motivated. The rest will come.

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Hannah Verceles said...

i know how you fucking feel kinda, except that performing part shit. i have asthma too lol. fuckin' shit. hope your mom stops bitching at you and have fun at your shows and TOURRRR

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IT said...

Dude... Keep your shit together we love your music keep another inhaler around and "Fuck anyone who says you cant play i watched that vid were you play yonkers on that computer and i was fuckin mind blown ... much love from your audiance -It

rae said...

I know you dont feel like anyone would understand but i do. my mom doesnt even know my favorite color. shes too occupied to even pay attention to me. that is one main reason i listen to you. i feel your hurt and your pain & i realize that im not alone. you help me cope.

kimanak. said...

I reaaaally gotta shit sorry its been bothering me all day and this teacher wont let me go take dump so im pretty much screwed and I knew no one would look at this(hopefully) so I just put it out ther :) bye losers!
p.s. ayee hahaha

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